Poetry is my strongest form of artistic expression. I've been writing poetry for over 50 years. Here's a poem I wrote a couple of years ago that reflects both yearning and grateful acceptance of what's right in front of me.
What I Want
What I want is sacred ritual,
chanting, fire, strong tobacco,
animal spirits on the edge of darkness,
dancing until I collapse in ecstasy,
boundaries disappearing like morning mist,
thoughts scattered like windblown seeds,
consciousness replaced
by numinous awe and wonder.
What I get is a slow walk,
in bright sunshine under blue skies,
up a steep hill with good friends
on a late winter trail that cuts through
scrub oak, sage, manzanita, sudden meadows
flush with pink and purple shooting stars,
tufted orange poppies, rush-rose,
delicate chocolate lilies, an endless vista
of coastal ridges receding in all directions
like pebbled ripples in a quiet pond,
a mountaintop communion of strawberries,
apples, laughter and grateful talk.
What I want will have to wait.
What I get will more than do.