Day of Diagnosis

On June 10 2025, I walked into my urologist office not sure what to expect after having a biopsy about a week before this appointment. She had told me after MRI , I think she said it was a 5 , not too sure , that i needed a biopsy to look into the matter closer.
My PSA test was 10.4 at this point.
So when see came into the room, she sat down and said you have cancer.
I had no reaction, just stared at her and no words came out of my mouth.
I didn’t know how to feel at that point.
She started explaining some treatments and lots of info about what to do next. I didn’t say much , just listened to her . The word cancer stopped me from really listening to what she was saying. I walked out of the office, got in my truck and sat there for a few minutes to think how I was going to tell my wife. So I got home, looked at her for a few seconds and just said it. I felt kind of strange I don’t know how to describe it. It was surreal for some time. It took me a few days to realize the truth . Now I’m just getting to know more about PC watching videos on YouTube a lot .