I’m 62. I was diagnosed with a 4 + 3, 7 prostate tumour in May, 2023. My scans were negative, but my MRI showed left side tumour extension and left seminal vesicle extension. Prostatectomy was the plan, but had to be scrapped after my MRI. I was immediately put on Lupron Depot injections. I had a TURP in August, successful, and upon healing had 25 radiation treatments ending late October 2023. My last PSA in January was 0.03.
All that sounds good, but the Lupron has had an awful effect on me. I’m exercising regularly, still have all the side effects (short of heart attack, stroke and death). The two worst are exhaustion and depression, AKA FUNK. I never know when the FUNK is going to happen. When it does, it’s bad. I’ll start crying, I’ll feel like I’m trapped in a fence and don’t know what to do, I can’t focus, it’s just horrible. I meet once a month via phone with a psych which is helpful, but does nothing for the FUNK. Thinking of good things doesn’t help. Thoughts of death seem comforting or like coming home during the FUNK. I’m not at suicidal, but these thoughts are new and scary. I’m wondering if anyone else has this FUNK and how do you deal with it?