Sad that you are getting the majority of side effects, but you're not alone. My daughter who has been battling breast cancer had a mastectomy earlier this year with reconstruction. Some of the skin for the reconstruction process died so she had to repeat that surgery within a week of the initial one. When she had her port installed for chemo, she had an infection. A few weeks later, she had a blood clot in her jugular from the port. And on and on. But the good news is she's still here and still fighting. While it's hard to experience the many horrible effects of treatment, try to keep the outcome in mind - cancer free or cancer halted. Best wishes.